Awak...Dah x macam dulu lagi...

Awak...
Dalam. beberapa hari nie, ada berbagai2 perkara yg berlaku dlm hidup sy... Kalau dulu, bila sy ada mslah or lain2, sy akan share ngn awak.. Tp, skrg..bnda2 tu, just terpendam dlm hati... xtau nk share ngn sapa...
Hmm...
Sometime, bila bnda2 mcm tu berlaku, tangan nie, terus pegang nset n tulis mesej...(sbb geram or smthing else), cuma bila nak send ja, terpikir kejap...boleh ka??perlu ka??dia ok ka??...hmm..so, mesej yg dh ditulis td...jd draft ja larh...
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U...for me...i'm really2 need someone that i can talk to, share my story...everyday, when my brothers and sisters go to school, i'm alone at home... When i want to go out, by now, i can't use the car... So, what i can do at home... Just finish my work at home...then read some book... smtime, i'm sleep... hmm...

i'm really want to share my problem with somebody...but.right now...i can't do that....so...i just can keep it in my mind...hmm...

Sy selalu pesan kat org, if u had a problem, just tell me, dont keep it...sbb, jika awak x kongsikan mslh awk tu, mslh tu akan sentiasa bermain2 di fikiran awk..so, bila awk bercerita pada org, skrg2nya, beban mslh tu, akan kurg...n, semoga sy dapat membantu awk...


Awk...setiap kali sy lihat nset sy....sy berharap sgt, mesej awk akan sampai...sy sntiasa menanti2kan mesej awk...

Awk...kdg2...sy akan prasan yg ada someone ada antar msj pd sy...sbb rasa mcm ada bunyi vibrate dia, n, sy harap sgt itu msj awk...tp, bila sy tengok, sesapa pun x da antar msj... it just my feeling...

itular...x dapat sy gambarkan betapa rindunya sy kepada waktu dulu...sy rasa seperti kehilangan seseorg yg istimewa buat sy...seseorg yg akan mendengar cerita2 yg berlaku dlm seharian....seseorg yg sntiasa mendengar mslh sy...seseorg yg menceriakan hari2 sy...

dalam hati sy berharap sgt....semoga awk tidak benar2 menghilangkan diri awak...


{Awak...benarkah awak mengharap sgt2 agar sy melupakan awk??? is it true??}